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The beginning of me by Psychedelicsmoke This was the most amazing experience of my life. I layed down on the bed not knowing my life was about to be changed forever, that everything I had ever known to be real dissolved into thin air. Beyond anything my mind could ever imagine. I took in the sacrament counting backwards from thirty,even before im at 15 im wondering why am I holding my breath. I feel a tingle starting at my feet working its way to the top of my head, as though small pieces were flaking away from my existence. I feel a strong pull from inside of my body and shoot out seeing myself still lying on the bed. What is happening? Then a flash and im sitting in this leather seat, I know I have been here before, so familiar. This space looks like the inside of a school bus only larger and round. There are many of these round leather seats and rectangular windows. As I look around I realize I am not alone, there are many figures around i think to be maybe 4 or 5 only these are not strangers. I have lost all feeling of self I do not know where I came from or that I had just used salvia. This place that I am in is the place I have always been, it is reality there. The people my friends, as we laugh and joke around seems ordinary. It feels as though we are very amused at something. I am then shown what appeared to be a bubble or small egg in the air and could see the life I just left in this image. I could see a routine of his daily activities, images of his family, how he acts, his name, etc… I looked to the others and said "are you serious? laughing non stop. "youre going to put me there-into him?" With a laugh and a smile they said yes, its your turn. I could this mechanical type door slide in front of me having come from other seats it stops in from of each one and opens its doors, as it comes to me my laughter gets louder, it seems too funny but so familiar that I have done this many times. The others are telling me bye and I slide out from the seat into the door like a conveyor belt out onto the bed. Who is this person they have just put me into, trying to remember all information they just showed me before being put there. I have to remember who I am before someone realizes im not him. I feel like im in a meat suit, a vessel of some sorts trying to figure out how this human thing works, one leg in front of the other that’s how it goes. I sit up from bed and reality starts coming back. I remember I had just used salvia and desperately tried to remember this place and people I had just visited. It was more real in my mind than the place I had always known as reality. Was this my past self or future self ? Could this reality be the place that’s connected with my dreams? Are these others angels watching over me? I was left with many questions but something so different from other entheogens.
There was a connection, I know this place and it reminds me of home, the smell
the taste the feelings, all of it gives that comforting feeling. Within minutes
everything is normal, its just the complication of trying to put my experience
in words just so I could understand them. With one thing I have learned with
salvia is that sometimes there just are no words.
Wonderland by psychedelicsmoke I layed on flat on the couch dimly lit room, wife sitting quietly on other couch. I inhaled second time could feel familiar tingling sensation and a pull from my head my body seemed to be lifting straight up into standing position though i never moved, suddenly i was vertical standing in a beautiful green meadow. I looked down and noticed I was part body part fence, a white picket fence. As I looked to my sides my arms were outstreched making this fence and on both sides I was holding hands with these beings I have seen before in salvia space. They were in turn holding outstretched hands with others making this neverending half people half white picket fence that seemed to outstretch for miles. They nodded their head towards the field and I could see a figure in the distance, they then asked "is she coming"? "tell her to hurry" I then could make out the figure it was my wife , then just as quickly as I had arrived I was back on the couch mumbling to my wife they must be waiting for you too, after my journey it was her time, she inhaled and laid back on the couch after a couple minutes she emerged with a smile . I asked what she saw, she said she felt as though she was alice in wonderland and saw the blue birds that hold snow whites dress. She was in wonderland!
Time hiccup by psychedelicsmoke
I sat up in a swivel chair, not knowing the
eventual spinning of the chair would cause its own experience. This time one
hit inhaled deeply, and the rush came on so sudden that I barely had time to
put the device down . These beings had all ready circled around me laughing at
my uncoordination and putting the smoking utensil down. They said "are
you going to do it"? by it i think they were referring to holding my
smoke in, I assured them I was and actually told them to wait for me - while
im in this space they are not strangers they only become that way when I
return but there I seem to know them and they know me. Some of the beings
seemed to be making a bet whether I could hold my smoke in for what was about
to happen all the while Im trying to assure them I can .
I saw myself in an aisle of what looked like to be a bus with different people sitting in the seats that felt very familiar. Then I could feel my inner body in a strange sort of loop circling myself, with also a falling into myself at the same time. Everything started to appear backwards, as I scanned my room furniture looked backwards and to an angle as if I was looking into a mirror. Even words on the computer or books close to me were all backwards. I then thought to myself I am stuck in this backwards mirrored world and im gonna have to learn everything over again by doing it backwards even the thoughts of learning to write with my other hand became in my thoughts. Sometime during this looking around at backwardness my chair started to spin me in circles, as everything spun around me in a distorted fashion, I wondered if this were the image I would constantly see . My chair stopped and I made this hand motion which I kept repeating without any thought over and over. Then I feared I was caught in a time loop and had somehow swithched places with a memory that i would keep repeating these motions and thought. It felt more specifically like a hiccup in time, or a skipping record. The feeling soon faded and I was able to get up, I had to make sure the world was not backwards, so I attempted to get up reach for the doorhandle and something stopped me, just as quickly as i had reached for the handle I was back in the chair normal but speechless.
Plant Teachers By psychedelicsmoke
Sitting up in chair again second hit and I
felt almost a repeat of last time falling into myself with a strange loop. It
felt as though I rolled out from under myself and swithched places with the
opposite looking me. The usual beings I was familiar with were not there
this time, instead there were two female prescences only this time I wasn't at
another place I was in my living room and they were standing right in front of
me.
I knew one to be Lady Salvia, plantlike, earthy, beautiful. She was standing behind another woman who appeared more human like, I could see her brown curly hair and she was wearing what appeared to be clothes from another era. They were talking back and forth about me. The first female seemed calm and relaxing while lady sage was stern but loving. She was shaking a finger at me, because I did not do it in my usual ritual way. I felt I had disrespected the plant because the journey had become a spur of the moment kind of thing not thought about . I felt like a small scolded child by his mother, while the other female gave me assurance everything would be ok. This all happened within 5 minutes and i was normal again, with slight beads of sweat on my forehead. The two female prescences was a mystery to me until I had remembered I had partaken in another herb just before using salvia. Could it have been possible that I saw another plant ally ?
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